CHANGE.

I don't like it. Feel like there is a need for me to change. Into a better person? Not sure. A lot of things had been happening lately, too much of this. Haven't been feeling happy since maybe from the day when i am sec 3. Just can't feel it, the happiness i had like last time.

Even though class is like quite funny sometimes, but it is just so different. Not feeling sad or anything. Just neutral now. Many things troubling me, but that is not going to bring me down. I will hang on till the very end. I am not going to care about things that i should not be involve now, not going to. This is none of my business anyway. Whatever.

Stop treating me like i am a puppet of yours. I am not. I am just very disappointed in you. You seemed to have changed. Or is it me who have changed subconsciously? I really don't know. What is wrong with us? just what is wrong? I hate the me now. Really.

But i need to carry on with my own life. With my own pace, own way. I really hope that is would get better, but if it doesn't. Then nevermind. I am going to walk on without you. It is okay, really okay...