SLIVER!

OMG! I am so happy la. Even though i am now currently sick at home. But it is a really happy thing to know that we had acheived a sliver award for SYF. Cause i think that we had proven to those who looked down on choir and said that we couldn't made it that we could really DO IT!

I felt so touched when we sang finished all our three songs on stage la. Felt so much like crying. It is really the feel that ' Wow! We have made it. '

Ok. There is a small POP party for our beloved seniors today, but i can't show up cause i am seriously ill now. But i have sent Jiamin my message for you all. (: So touching can.

Going off now. I need to rest. (:

I know is it a bit crazy to have 3 post on a day. This is the 3rd one. It is because that i want to change my blog song to A Chord 谢和弦 "虽然很芭乐" first album de first hit called also "虽然很芭乐".

Here is the lyrics.

谢和弦-虽然很芭乐

作词：谢和弦 作曲：谢和弦

芭芭 芭乐芭 芭芭 芭乐芭
芭芭 芭乐芭 芭芭芭......

都是因为你 我现在可以学会整理我
粗糙的个性也开始相信爱情
原来真的有绮丽

都是因为你
我现在刻意学习控制我
放肆的爱你也开始更加努力
懂你说的大道理脑袋里没有东西

怎麼能陪你谈心 怎么能陪你夜长梦里追寻
追寻著什麼目的得到什麼真理
都因为你 才变的有意义

喔 我好爱你 虽然听起来会有些芭乐
可是我想不到 别的水果 能代我表达喔
我很贪心 贪小便宜 搜集浪漫片段

可是我不能大方 没有你的烛光晚餐试着唱唱
试著嚷嚷 甜在心头的步伐
"你让我的悲伤 笑的灿烂"
试着蕴藏 试著酝酿
想对你说的那句话"素颜的爱 不需要上妆"

芭芭 芭乐芭 芭芭 芭乐芭
芭芭 芭乐芭 芭芭芭......
OMG. MY MOOD BECOME SO MUCH BETTER NOW.

Apart from just now my moody-ness, i feel so much better now. Haha. Changed so fast.

BECAUSE, A CHORD 谢和弦 had released his first album. It is released TODAY at Taiwan. OMG. I saw his new mv on channel v last few days and take some time to realise that is was him in the mv. Cause he changed his hairstyle. Look so different, but still cute. Haha.

Going to edit my wishlist le.

YAYNESS.
Back again.

Currently lost in the world of truth and fake. I didn't talk to you today, not even a single word. Have you realised? Probably not. Feel like saying out what i wanted, but will you listen? I really don't want to lose it, but i just can't hold it on. You are so happy being with others, then what for i interupt? I don't even think my existence is important to you. All you know now is to hang out with your new friends, then what about me?

FINE.

I am not going to act like i need you anymore. Even though sometimes i do. Cause i think you doesn't even need me as a friend of yours right? To think that i treated you as my BEST friend. But what with that? You may think that i am over sensitive, but let me tell you i am NOT. Even if i am, that is better than your INSENSITIVITY. Or it is just that you chose not to care about it?

I don't care if you saw this post or not. Cause i am just voicing out what i wanted to say for these past many many weeks. I don't want to quarrel with you or anything cause this is stupid. Yes, i feel myself getting more and more stupid. WHAT FOR CARE ABOUT A PERSON WHO DOES NOT EVEN TAKE A LOOK AT YOU?

Whatever.

Labels: Not feeling good.

CHANGE.

I don't like it. Feel like there is a need for me to change. Into a better person? Not sure. A lot of things had been happening lately, too much of this. Haven't been feeling happy since maybe from the day when i am sec 3. Just can't feel it, the happiness i had like last time.

Even though class is like quite funny sometimes, but it is just so different. Not feeling sad or anything. Just neutral now. Many things troubling me, but that is not going to bring me down. I will hang on till the very end. I am not going to care about things that i should not be involve now, not going to. This is none of my business anyway. Whatever.

Stop treating me like i am a puppet of yours. I am not. I am just very disappointed in you. You seemed to have changed. Or is it me who have changed subconsciously? I really don't know. What is wrong with us? just what is wrong? I hate the me now. Really.

But i need to carry on with my own life. With my own pace, own way. I really hope that is would get better, but if it doesn't. Then nevermind. I am going to walk on without you. It is okay, really okay...