there's no real
,true
definitions in life
Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 8:54:00 PM

sad...or maybe angry i aso dun noe...results(35%) + my own personal thing(65%) = wat i m feeling now... Things to me jus get bad 2 worse n later now, worse 2 hopeless... Maybe for all this while i m jus dreaming...dreaming to get sumthing tat i won't even get... Maybe i was too stupid,thinkin tat things would would get better 4 me if i try very hard n put in all my effort... i tried giving up in the middle of tat, but i lied 2 myself saying tat i would get it if i continued,but now it looks like everything i have done in the past few months was useless... i dun noe wat i should do now, i wanted 2 ask y,but it was useless aniway...so no point tryin... i was a loser maybe or a coward hu is tryin 2 run away frm the truth,i admit... for now i jus want 2 do nothing remain in where i m now...